Friday 16 July 2010

Hitting a wall

Had a feeling today like in a marathon ( presumably, not that I've ever run one in fact) when you 'hit the wall'. This feels like not so much 'going backwards' as 'stuck' and unable to do this 'moving on' lark that's much advocated.
Feeling huge anger today as well, mostly against the Ghit and his chav nympho obviously, but also more general malaise for the wide world at large.
Sense of unfairness and why can't I have all this hedonistic pleasure that the rest of the bluddy population seem to have in shedloads.
Decided ( again) that sex is vastly over rated and also..eeep..getting naked, and looking at the other bod, also naked? Eeep and ewwww.
Have to shift to plan B.

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